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confession

November 11, 2009

I miss you.

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warm hands

November 7, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

I fell asleep wearing two layers of clothing and a jacket, with my mother’s kain batik as my blanket. And I was still feeling cold.

I can still remember, during my school days whenever we stepped out of the icy cold classroom one of my friends would hold my hand tightly in hers, wondering loudly why my hand was still warm despite the cold temperature. Back then, I would just reply, “sebab kte warm-blooded lh.” To which she would literally shriek, “abeh kte cold-blooded keeee?” Haha. I feel the cold, I just don’t know why my hands aren’t.

But my hands are feeling cold now, I need someone to warm them up and I’m missing my friends..

Tibe2 kerinduan kt orang-orang yang jauh di mata ni membuak-buak pulak..
Rindu tu indah kan…? :’))

Buat yang jauh di mata dekat di hati,
my family, my friends and my loved one;
ketahuilah kalian ada di setiap tadahan doaku…
<3

I may not be with you now,
but Allah is.

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monologue

November 5, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

Why do I feel like I’m such a bore ?

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بسم الله توكلت على الله

October 26, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

Walau apa pun natijahnya nanti,
ingat;
Allah knows best.

I rest my affairs completely on You, ya ‘Aleem…

Rabbana, yassir lana wa la tu’assir, waj’alna minan najihin…

بسم الله توكلت على الله

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yang mohon didoakan

October 25, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

Macam mana kita nak sekalipun, kalau Allah belum nak beri, kita tetap tak dapat.
Allah kan lagi tawu ?
Yang penting kita usaha, doa dan tawakkal.
Selebihnya tu urusan Tuhan kan ?

Doakan semuanya baik-baik ye di sini.
Nervous ni tak bedek.
Doakan hati ini tenang.
Doakan diri ini tetap teguh dengan pendirian.
Doakan walau apapun natijahnya nanti, saya akan dapat menerimanya dengan lapang hati.
Doakan k!
Kulluhu khair, insyaAllah…

«…اللهم لا سهل إلا ما جعلته سهلاً فإنك تجعل الحزن إذا شئت سهلاً»


Whatever that is meant to be,
will work out perfectly..

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smack it off

October 23, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

22 October 2009, 07:30 P.M
Piercing pain on the lower part of the stomach.

I only feel that when I am freakingly scared, or ridiculously nervous.

In this case, it’s both. Haha.

My remedy. I need my remedy…

Present
Man! The flies here are insanely persistent!

By the way, how would you react if I tell you I’ve already been imagining of the things I would do when I’m back home next year ? Heh.
I miss home. I miss home and those close to my heart. Those wonderful, wonderful people close to my heart.

You can if you want to, you know. You can, if you really want to.
Just. Try. Harder.
Please..

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my Siti Marizzah

October 22, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

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I can’t express how much you mean to me.

Words can never do justice.
I just want you to know,
that no matter where I am,
no matter how long life seperates us apart,
you will always be in my prayers.
You will always be my bestest girlfriend.

Happy birthday, My Marizzah.
My Siti Marizzah…

I wish you all the best.
because you deserve nothing but the best

:’)

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not like you

October 21, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

He’s not like you.

He is not like you.

Dia bukan macam tu.
Dia tak macam orang lain.
Dia tak macam awak.
Dia tak ade sikit pun macam awak.

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staying loyal

October 18, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

“abang takde pape nak bagi pade jah..”

“jah tak nak pape bang”

“selalu cakap macam tu.. isteri orang ade intan berlian, isteri abang..?”

“isteri abang ade abang..”

((:

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none other

October 6, 2009

سلام الله عليكم

i hate crowds, i hate loudness and i hate rowdiness! says:
gedebush!!!

atiQah ; I’m gonna be with you~ says:
kebaboooom

i hate crowds, i hate loudness and i hate rowdiness! says:
arghhh….
mati


atiQah ; I’m gonna be with you~ says:
ma merepek maaaaaa
hahahaha


i hate crowds, i hate loudness and i hate rowdiness! says:
dah mati takleh reply

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hehe.
That’s my mother.
She’s not like any other mothers.
She’s mine.
I love her.
And I miss her so...

“Cintamu duhai ibunda
Oh tiada tandingannya
Bak lilin membakar diri
Menyinar hidupku ini
Duhai ibunda tercinta
Kau ratu kau penyeri
Menyuluh cahaya dikamar jiwa

Kasihmu ibu pengubat diriku
Sepenuh hatiku hanyalah untukmu..”


Rabbi ighfirli waliwalidayya, warhamhuma kama rabbayaani soghiraa..