Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day ?

And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature’s changing course untrimm’d;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest..

kitty cat

سلام الله عليكم

aiseyman. sape yg dhnk perikse ni eh skrg ? hehe.

disappointment

All I know,
is that you were not there for me.

by blood

سلام الله عليكم

Saya rasa tak perlu lah untuk saya coretkan kata-kata rindu saya pada mereka di sini.
Kalau dah dari tadi dok tatap muka mereka satu persatu,
nampak sangat kan rindu tu dah meluap-luap ?

Ya Allah…
Please put them under your care and protection…
innaka khairul hafizin…

I may not be with you,
but my Allah is.

smile

سلام الله عليكم

Don’t let anything bring you down.

cinta

“Sekalipun cinta telah ku uraikan dan ku jelaskan panjang lebar..
Namun jika cinta ku datangi,
aku jadi malu pada keteranganku sendiri.
Meskipun lidahku telah mampu menguraikan,
namun tanpa lidah,
cinta ternyata lebih terang.
Sementara pena begitu tergesa-gesa menuliskannya
Kata-kata pecah berkeping-keping begitu sampai kepada cinta…
Dalam menguraikan cinta,
akal terbaring tak berdaya..
Bagaikan keldai berbaring dalam lumpur.
Cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan cinta dan percintaan.”

-Ketika Cinta Bertasbih.

sanctuary

سلام الله عليكم

Wanna know something?

I’m afraid of crowds.

There. I’ve said it. Sometimes I think it’s ridiculous, but I can’t help it. The feeling gets crazier whenever I’m alone. That’s why I like to be accompanied by any of my closed ones. They’re my sanctuary. They make me feel protected.
But I had to walk home alone this afternoon, and the pounding headache didn’t help either. It’s unpredictable how things are sometimes. When I’m wearing long johns inside; expecting a cold weather outside, the weather would be fine. But today, when I’m not wearing them after days of fine weather, the air became cold and I was freezing. You can’t really predict the weather, can you. They’re just out of your control. Makes you realize time and time again how small humans really are in front of Allah.

Another one’s leaving me again. I don’t really know what I’m feeling right now.. Just too stunned to actually digest that it had happened. It had actually happened this fast. Yet another matter that is simply out of our hands.. You just have to believe that there’s bound to be something good behind it. There’s always something good behind everything. Allah is the Best Planner after all ;)
She may have left the place, but she hadn’t left our hearts. I pray the best for her. And she knows she would always have a place in my heart.
She told me not to cry. But tears don’t just stop falling when you tell them to stop. It’s for the best. You gotta be strong, girl.
:)

And.. If I really want it, I must work hard for it. And I will, bi iznihi insyaAllah. Pray for me, everyone. Pray for us all :)

confession

I miss you.

warm hands

سلام الله عليكم

I fell asleep wearing two layers of clothing and a jacket, with my mother’s kain batik as my blanket. And I was still feeling cold.

I can still remember, during my school days whenever we stepped out of the icy cold classroom one of my friends would hold my hand tightly in hers, wondering loudly why my hand was still warm despite the cold temperature. Back then, I would just reply, “sebab kte warm-blooded lh.” To which she would literally shriek, “abeh kte cold-blooded keeee?” Haha. I feel the cold, I just don’t know why my hands aren’t.

But my hands are feeling cold now, I need someone to warm them up and I’m missing my friends..

Tibe2 kerinduan kt orang-orang yang jauh di mata ni membuak-buak pulak..
Rindu tu indah kan…? :’))

Buat yang jauh di mata dekat di hati,
my family, my friends and my loved one;
ketahuilah kalian ada di setiap tadahan doaku…
<3

I may not be with you now,
but Allah is.

monologue

سلام الله عليكم

Why do I feel like I’m such a bore ?